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Tuesday, February 24, 2009

Siapa Tikam Siapa?

Bagi yang mendengar dari sebelah pihak, kemudian assumed.
Bagus la macam tu. 'Tersangatlah bagus'. Untuk 3 ke 4 thn persahabatan, lebih baik dengar pada keburukan kan? Baguslah..

Kalau itu kawan, jahanam dunia. Kawan bukan mendengar pada sebelah pihak.
Dia mendengar kedua-duanya.

Kecewa. Perkara yg tidak dilakukan dihebahkan, disebabkan cerita manusia yang bertopengkan kepura-puraan, juga seorang kawan, inilah wujudnya. Motif? Renggangkan persahabatan yang lain? Siapa tikam siapa?

Dia adil.

Dia tahu segalanya. Dia akan tunjukkan kebenaran.


Salam
skullsplitter

Aku Setitis Benih Dari Kamu

Otak berpusing. Spinning gasing kata mereka. Tak pernah aku hirau.

Benarkah apa yang aku jalani, aku hadapi, aku lalui, aku perlakui.
Rasa berbelah bagi. Satu ke kiri. Satu ke kanan. Selebihnya aku buang jauh.

Inikah yang dikatakan pilihan? Mungkin. Tapi sampai bila?
Aku harapkan yang lain, yang lain pula tiba.

Bukan cuba menjadi ego untuk memilih.
Tapi aku punyai prinsip. Haruskah aku langgari demi untuk mereka?

Aku tahu tentang kerisauan. Tapi sampai bila pergantungan ini?
Aku cuba lakukan demi diri. Bukan mereka. Aku malu pada yang lain.

Hakikat hidup aku begini. Pada zahir ditutupi.
Pada batinnya ditelanjangi. Aku tak pinta semua ini.
Aku tidak kesal. Aku perlukan sokongan, bukan kongkongan.

Bila aku mampu diberi peluang untuk nikmati perjalanan dan pencarian?
Bukan menyisih sekadar rindu pada kisah lama. Hidup lama.
Mungkin salah aku berterus terang. Jika disimpan, sampai bila?

Maafkan aku. Aku harus terus begini. Mungkin ini keperluanku.
Maaf semua. Aku setitis benih dari kamu.
Aku sayang kamu semua. Ini saja mampu aku. Maafkan aku.

Salam
skullsplitter
* Aku sayang kamu semua. Untuk kali ini akan aku pulang dengan gembira bukan lagi kesusahan & kepayahan. Itu janji aku. Selagi tenggelamnya pukat tanpa hasil, tak belayarlah kapal aku ketepian. Maafkan aku.

Sunday, February 22, 2009

Tag Again (3rd times this month - Huhu~)

1. Who tagged you?
= Adik Izwah yang kecil molek itu.

2. Do you like tags?
= No. Huhu~

3. If you can have a dream to come true, what would it be?
= I want to find Him

4. What is your current mood?
= Happy

5. What will you do if your crush says he/she adores you too?
= Just pretend like nothing happen. =)

6. Will you fall in love with your bestfriend?
= Maybe

7. Which will you prefer, loving someone or being loved by someone?
= Both

8. What is your favourite food?
= Nasi Goreng Daging & Keli Masak Merah

9. If the person you dislike is right in front of you, what will you do?
= Just talk to him/her

10. What do you pray each day for your loved ones?
= Their happiness and health

11. What takes you down the fastest?
= When I got hurt

12. How would you see yourself in ten years time?
= Married, have kids around me and success in my business.

13. What is the reason that could make you so tensed up?
= Someone I trust lie to me and waiting

14. What kind of person do you think the person who tagged you is?
= Tiny but have a big heart.

15. Would you rather be single and rich or married but poor?
= Money is nothing for me. Being love by someone is more important. So, married but poor.

16. Would you sacrifice for your loved ones?
= Of course.

17. What's the character must have in your partner?
= Honest, tolerant, independent, responsible and love me coz of me not others.

18. If you fall in love with two people simultaneusly, who would you like to pick?
= I will choose one.

19. Would you forgive and forget no matter how horrible a thing that someone has done?Forget?
= Forgive sounds good. Forget, depend on situation.

20.Do you prefer being single or having a relationship?
= Both can.

21. what is your most embrassing moment?
= When someone told me that I forgot to zipped my pants.

22. Who are the 5 person that you would like to tag?
= Zara, Faisal Admar, Ixora, Nik & Tun Teja

Salam
skullsplitter

Smart TAG by Zaki

I'll call it 'Smart' TAG. In the other way, this TAG mean something like this question, 'What do you think about me?'. Very simple question, but it's hard to say. Do we really care what other people think about us? Well a lot of people do. If we didn't truly care what people thought of us then we wouldn't be mature. We may not care what people bluntly say to us but we are all always changing depending on others actions. So, this is the way we can ask them what did they think about us but not with the direct question and I think, it's really Smart!

So Zaki, this is for you. =)

WHOEVER WHO GETS TAGGED HAS TO WRITE 10 THINGS ABOUT THE PERSON WHO TAGGED HIM/HER.

Zaki

* Nice person!
* Disayangi adik-adik dalam Wawasan mahupun Uniten, dan kebanyakkanya berjantina gadis. Huhu~
* Bertanggungjawab. Atas family ataupun sahabat. I mean it.
* Friendly
* Mempunyai aset yang sangat berharga disebalik bibir yang mungil. Haha.
* Creative!
* Suka main Dota yang membazirkan masa itu. Haha.
* Nama panggilan, Zarko, Abg Zaki @ Abg Sayang.
* Suka tidur dicelahan tangga rumah.
* Zaki seorang yang sukar difahami dari sudut luaran bagi mereka yang belum mengenali, tapi bile dah kenal, tk cukup masa pulak nak terus mengenali. Betul, try cuba test tengok. Kesimpulannya, dia sgt mudah bibawa berbincang dan tersangatlah peramah. Rugi untuk sapa yg belum kenal. Jom2.. kenal dia! Klik Sini.

Tiada sapa untuk di Tagkan. Terima kasih.

Salam
skullsplitter

Saturday, February 21, 2009

Tensi! Huhu~

Start from 1st January till today, so many people asking me about my job. Simple question but really tired to explain. For example, question like this : Are you still working with Astro? What did you do now? What program are you doing now? Argghh. Hehe. (Tak larat den nk jwb call, sms etc) So, this special post is for everyone. And please, don't ask it again after this. Huhu~

My answer is :

With Astro

- I has officially left Astro as a staff on the 31st Dec 08 after 5 years I've been working there.
- Still working with Astro, but as a freelancer. They will pay me by program. My first program as a freelancer at Astro is Mawi's Wedding and now, my latest project with Astro is Raja Lawak Season 3.

With My Company

- I've started/running my own company now. For more details, read the sticky post above.
- I'm in the middle of discussion for one big event + production on April.
- InsyaAllah, will doing one new TV program on March to August. Wait and see. =)
- Beside of that, I'm with my different partner (Fendi) provides a wide variety of interior design - home decoration, renovation, exhibition and display, event with promotion works and also printing services for t-shirts, shirts, banner and bunting. (Hah! Kan dah promote! Haha.)

Hari ni je 5 sms masuk tanye the same question. Tak ke hanginn aku! Haha. Dah jawab. So, puas? Huhu~

**Tak marah sebenarnye kawan-kawan, cume geremmm jek. Huhu~

Salam,
skullsplitter

Friday, February 20, 2009

Homework from Cikgu Xora =)

I've been tag by Cikgu Xora. Homework, =( tak buat kene rotan.

The rule: **Use google image to search the answers to the first page of results and post it as your answer. After that tag 7 people**

..::: The age of the coming birthday


..::: The place I would like to visit


..::: The favourite place


..::: The favourite food


..::: The favourite thing


..::: Nick name I had


..::: Name of my love


..::: My hobby


..::: My bad habit


..::: My wishlist


So, this is what I found in my 'research'. Huhu~

And I want to pass this to

1. Zara
2. Nik
3. Princess Red Blood Snow
4. Syahira
5. Nisa
6. Nicky Pendeka
7. Farah JB
8. Izwah


Salam
skullsplitter

Thursday, February 19, 2009

Aku Bermadah..

Taken from Google

Aku bermadah pada hati,
Adakah benar itu dia,
Tiada sedetik kata dirasa,
Lebar bukaan, seperti sekuntum senyuman.

Aku bermadah pada akal,
Adakah benar itu dia,
Tiada terlintas secebis ilham,
Sekadar terbit sebutir harapan.

Aku bermadah pada anggota,
Adakah benar itu dia,
Tiada tergerak walau seinci cuma,
Terpaku diam penuh rahsia.

Aku bermadah pada semua,
Adakah benar itu dia,
Seperti sedianya tetap sama,
Tiada sedikit tunjukkan rasa.

Asmaraloka. Tiada carian, tiada bahan.
Aku bermadah pada diri.
Aku masih jauh.
Jauh dari yang jab.
Seperti perencana, mari susunkan ia.
Agar ia tidak tafrith.

Salam
skullsplitter
This poem strictly create by the owner of the blog (Copyright © 2009 skullsplitter. All rights reserved)

Tuesday, February 17, 2009

Al Fatihah

Bismilla hirrahman nir rahim.

Buat pengetahuan semua, saudara kita, Ayah kepada sahabat kita Tun Teja telah menghembuskan nafasnya yang terakhir beberapa hari yang lepas.

Marilah kita sama-sama memanjatkan doa semoga rohnya dicucuri rahmat dan ditempatkan dikalangan orang-orang yang soleh. Al Fatihah buat Allahyarham.

**Buat Teja, semoga anda terus diberi kekuatan untuk meneruskan hidup ini, kita masih diberi peluang untuk terus berbakti pada segala ciptaanNya dan mencari kebenaran hakiki Islam ini. Doa daripada saya sentiasa mengiringi anda bersama Dia yang sentiasa wujud disisi. Banyakkanlah bersabar, redha dengan pemergian ayahanda anda, ini hakikat yang harus diterima dan jadikan ia sebagai kekuatan buat kita teruskan perjuangan mereka yang telah pergi. Perjuangan padaNya. InsyaAllah.

Salam
skullsplitter

Saturday, February 14, 2009

Today is 14 Feb!

I've never been really into Valentines day, I don't know. It's not because I'm alone, but I just think that a lot of people are going to be spending a lot of money this Valentine's Day. I just won't be among them.

Personally I don't need a special day to show someone I love them. I'll treat my love right every day, and don't let a day go by without telling her that I love her.

But like they said, today is the Valentine's Day. I'm not sure that I was ever a fan during Valentine's Day though, so I don't really remember what they do for it, but it's probably something pretty special. So, when they said Valentine's is a love day, I've something for everyone I love in this world. Maybe It would remind us how important to have love and to be love. This is for you and you and you..

Way Back Into Love

(Female)
I've been living with a shadow overhead,
I've been sleeping with a cloud above my bed,
I've been lonely for so long,
Trapped in the past,
I just can't seem to move on!

(Male)
I've been hiding all my hopes and dreams away,
Just in case I ever need them again someday,
I've been setting aside time,
To clear a little space in the corners of my mind!

[Chorus]
(Both)
All I wanna do is find a way back into love.
I can't make it through without a way back into love.
Ooo hooow

[Verse 2]
(Female)
I've been watching but the stars refuse to shine,
I've been searching but I just don't see the signs,
I know that it's out there,
There's got to be something from my soul somewhere!

(Male)
I've been looking for someone to she'd some light,
Not somebody just to get me through the night,
I could use some direction,
And I'm open to your suggestions.

[Chorus]
(Both)
All I wanna do is find a way back into love.
I can't make it through without a way back into love.
And if I open my heart again,
I guess I'm hoping you'll be there for me in the end!

[Middle-eight]
(Female)
There are moments when I don't know if it's real
Or if anybody feels the way I feel
I need inspiration
Not just another negotiation

[Chorus]
(Both)
All I wanna do is find a way back into love,
I can't make it through without a way back into love,
And if I open my heart to you,
I'm hoping you'll show me what to do,
And if you help me to start again,
You know that I'll be there for you in the end




Erm.. Maybe for me today is just like other days, full of love from HIM. =)

Salam
skullsplitter

Wednesday, February 11, 2009

Not Ready To Make Nice!

This is for you crap!



Who & Why this song??

They. And I just love this song!

**Daulat Tuanku. Patik menyokong keputusan Tuanku! =)


Salam
skullsplitter

Monday, February 9, 2009

Wawasan's Family!

I never laugh so hard for a long times.

Last night, I have PD's trip with all my Wawasan's family. Guess what? After a few year I never laugh so hard, last nite, I did it.

Kicap, Yuzy, Teena and Nadia keep making me laugh. With the spastic joke by Kicap, 'Faridah Gous' joke by Yuzy, 'Ayah Pin' jokes by Teena and the stress laugh by Nadia, I just laugh for the whole nite.

Thank you guyz! You guyz ROCK!!! Haha. Like Bob said, I Love All Of You! I mean it. Seriously. We're family! Sahabat.


Salam
skullsplitter

Sunday, February 8, 2009

2nd hand PC for sale!!

2nd hand PC for sale!!

Specification:

- Fully black (All casing and monitor)
- Pentium 4, 2.4ghz
- Motherboard ASUS pt800/p4 x 533 series
- Monitor, Samsung crt flat screen - 17 inch
- 256 MB ram
- Samsung Keyboard & Mouse
- VGA graphic card
- 40 Gb Hardisk, CD Rom & floppy disk
- ICute Casing
- Window XP included






- Price, RM 1000 - 1100 (Nego)


14 unit's left! Just ring me (Eddy - 012 467 3032) or my friend (Fendi - 017 2966893) for more details. Unit Available Now! 1st come first serve. Limited item. Hurry Up!


Salam
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Saturday, February 7, 2009

Mabda' wa Ma'ad

Taken from flickr

Mabda' wa Ma'ad. Petikan bahasa diertikan Asal & Tujuan.

Asalnya kita, tujuan kita.
Bahasa, begitu indah untuk menghuraikan. Pengertian, carian sukar. Mungkin.
Bergantung pada kehendak, pemikiran yg menyukarkan.

Mainan jauh benak hati dicelarui. Rasa mungkin rasa.
Kelocaknya ditenangi semula. Kemungkinan yang pasti.

Pada kita. Bukan dia atau sesiapa. Sirr pada kita.

Indah. Sangat indah.


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Thursday, February 5, 2009

No Dissolution!


Duli Yang Maha Mulia Sultan Paduka Seri Sultan Azlan Shah
Daulat Tuanku diatas ketelusan dan keadilan buat rakyat Perak.

Sultan says 'no' to dissolution. That's was the latest news I heard.

'Sultan Azlan Shah has decided not to give his consent to the dissolution of the Perak state assembly and has ordered Mentri Besar Mohammad Nizar Jamaluddin and his state executive council to step down with immediate effect.' - The Star

Yesterday, Datuk Seri Mohd Nizar is advising the sultan to dissolve the state assembly to pave way for fresh elections in the state to resolve the political impasse.

As a Pakatan Rakyat Leaders, Anwar Ibrahim said on behalf of Perak's people and state assembly "We are not rejecting the decision of the Sultan. We are pleading to ask for the dissolution of the assembly. The Sultan told me that BN has 31 to 28 but I told him that was inaccurate as three have vacated their seats."

Anwar Ibrahim also has summoned all Pakatan's supporter to attend the mammoth gathering tonight outside the Menteri Besar's residence in support of the embattled Pakatan government. A crowd of about 100,000 is expected.

Why Datuk Seri Mohd Nizar don't want to step down? Eventhough it's just show that is only 3 of their assemblymen didn't have trust with the Pakatan's government anymore, what we have to respect is the called from Sultan. Why we should against the Perak's ruler?

My suggestion, just step down. It will become worst. To rakyat and state. What do you think?


Salam
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Wednesday, February 4, 2009

Rejoin?

YB Jamaluddin Md Radzi and YB Kapt (B) Osman Jailu

DAP Perak Deputy Speaker, Hee Yit Foong

Barisan Nasional (BN) has obtained a simple majority to take over the Perak state government following the move by four assemblymen from Pakatan Rakyat to leave their parties and support the BN, Datuk Seri Najib Tun Razak said today.

I just know there is 3 assemblymen, two from PKR and one from DAP to join Barisan Nasional and they have informed the Sultan of Perak by letter of their move to leave their respective parties yesterday. Who is the other one?

Guess what, someone who recently joined PKR last few days has decided to rejoin UMNO today. You know who I'm talking about, Nasaruddin
Hashim (Bota) who recently decided to joined PKR.

Datuk Nasaruddin Hashim

And you know what he said?

"So I, in full awareness and responsibility, rejoin Umno and Barisan Nasional (BN) starting today,"

"I did so because I want to see the setting up of a strong and stable government in Perak."

I don't know what to say but as a voter, I just feel like I've been cheated by political thigy like this. Maybe Nasaruddin think he can just simply return to UMNO like this but he must think about the voters who was shocked when he decided to join PKR last 10 days. And then now, when Barisan Nasional having a simple majority to form new government to replace the Pakatan Rakyat government in Perak, he just simply announced that he want to rejoin UMNO.

My point is, where is the dignity as a assemblymen? What was in his mind? It's all about power, money and position? I don't know, maybe he can give us an answer. Just wait and see. I just don't believe him anymore. He's from UMNO, jump to PKR and now rejoin UMNO. WTF?

"To have a world where peace and harmony reign supreme , we must journey to the self and discover that part of our inner being which invokes divine energy and honours the beauty and dignity of all living things." - Micheal Teal


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Panas.. Panas..


Beberapa bulan nih, tersenyum girang sambil duduk diatas kerusi empuk memikirkan beberapa tahun lagi yang ada untuk berkuasa keatas jajahan.

Hari ni, kerusi yang dahulunya dirasakan empuk dan selesa kembali panas dek terbakar perbuatan pakatan sendiri. Datuk Seri tak dok diam hari ni ya.. Sabar je la.

Terbukanya kisah rasuah seks di negeri perak baru-baru ini, telah sedikit sebanyak menimbulkan spekulasi dikalangan rakyat tentang kepimpinan yang mereka pilih pada pilihanraya lepas. Keyakinan sedikit sebanyak dah lusuh dek penangan pemimpin yang terlibat dengan perkara terkutuk seperti itu. Tapi bak kata semua, Nabi pun ampunkan umatnya, apalah sangat kita untuk tidak memaafkan perbuatan tu kan? Kembali reda.

Timbul pula baru-baru ini isu berpaling tadah Nasarudin Hashim, ADUN (BN) Bota kepada PKR. Kononnya apa yang dilakukan untuk berkhidmat kepada masyarakat. Erm.. siapa pula ya yang dikatakan merajuk tidak diberi jawatan ketua bahagian sehingga sanggup berpaling tadah. Oh! Mungkin disana diberikan jawatan, pangkat dan harta. Bagaimana mahu berkhidmatkan.. kalau tiada jawatan? Apa yang nak terpacul dimulut aku sekarang adalah.. BULLSHIT!

Beberapa hari lalu, berita kehilangan dua ADUN PKR, Jamaluddin Mohd Radzi (Behrang) dan Mohd Osman Mohd Jailu (Changkat Jering) yang dikatakan diculik dan ditempatkan di rumah Dato' Seri Najib Tun Razak di Pekan Pahang dibawah kawalan ketat ATM. Terdengar juga kehadiran BPR dirumah Najib. Ada yang mengatakan ini strategi Najib dengan mengugut dua ADUN ini untuk menyertai BN. Tapi bagi aku, dimana logiknya perkara ini? Culik? Bodoh juga BN kalau arahkan penculikan ini. Tak mungkin paksaan wujud disini dan Dato' Seri jadikan rumahnya sebagai tempat menyorokan dua ADUN ini. Tak ke bodoh namanya tuh? Apa yang aku dapat simpulkan dekat sini, ini adalah kerelaan kedua-dua ADUN itu sendiri untuk berjumpa dengan Najib bagi menyatakan hasrat menyertai BN. Ini dah terbukti bila kedua-duanya keluar dari parti Pakatan beberapa hari lalu.

Hari ini pula.. Timbalan Speaker Hee Yit Foong (DAP-Jelapang) telah menulis surat, memaklumkan meninggalkan gabungan tersebut pagi ini. Mungkin ini satu petunjuk buat pengundi bahawa pemimpin didalam sendiri sudah muak dengan kepimpinan yang telah banyak menabur janji tapi tiada satu pun ditunaikan lagi.

Aku berasal dari Perak, lahir disana, aku sayang akan negeri aku. Aku hormati keputusan semua untuk memilih kerajaan baru di Perak pada pilihanraya yang lepas, tapi selepas beberapa bulan, aku dah mula rindukan pentadbiran lama. Dimana hak aku sebagai rakyat di negeri Perak?

Dewan Undangan Negeri (DUN) Perak dijangka akan dibubarkan dalam masa terdekat jika Sultan memberikan perkenan kepada kerajaan Pakatan Rakyat itu untuk memanggil pilihanraya negeri secara mengejut. Difahamkan Menteri Besar, Datuk Seri Mohd Nizar Jamaluddin hari ni berusaha menghadap Sultan Azlan Shah untuk memaklumkan keputusan terkini selepas tiga wakil rakyat kerajaan negeri itu berpaling tadah.

Kerajaan Pakatan Rakyat di Perak kini tinggal 29 daripada 59 kerusi di DUN. Tiga bekas Adun kerajaan campuran itu kini menjadi wakil rakyat bebas dan dipercayai akan menyokong BN, membolehkan parti itu merampas tampuk kerajaan dengan majoriti tipis satu kerusi.

Kita tunggu dan lihat.


Salam
skullsplitter

Sunday, February 1, 2009

Padan Muka!

Word of the day, 'Padan muka'.

Sekian lama aku lupa akan perkataan ini. Hari ini dalam sejarah.
Sejarah buat aku belajar. Perkataan yang harus aku terima.

Ya, siapa mahu dihina, dicaci & dikeji. Kita, manusia yang dianggap sempurnakan?

Huh, tiada yang mahu sebegitu, hakikat untuk dipelajari tapi kita rasakan kesengsaraan.
Kesengsaraan bila dihina dan dikeji. Bukankah itu nikmat untuk kita?

Ntahlah, mungkin itu anggapan segelintir manusia. Bukan semua.
Kita hanya berlari mengejar mimpi. Mimpi yang dikurnia.

Arghh! Apa nak dihirau pada kurniaan. yang lebih penting adalah mimpi yang indah.
Itukah kita? Erm.. Mungkin. Tepuk dada, tanya selera katanya.

Kitakan hebat? Haha. Hanya pada nama dan kata. Hakikat sebenar? Belum tentu.

Cakap panjang pun tak guna. Belum tentu ada yang memahami.
Lagipun, tak penting. Mungkin sekadar berkata, untuk ingatan semua.
Itu pun tujuan kita disinika? Khalifah padaNya.

Dah solat? Marilah berjemaah. =)


Salam
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Dimensi Membutakan Mata, Memekakkan Telinga!

Manusia tanpa arah.

Tak kenal erti maaf, apatah lagi melafazkan.

Yang terbit dibenak, hanya apa yang penting buat diri.

Kesusahan, kesukaran yang lain? Nak hirau? Tak mungkin.

Itulah dia. Baru sedikit berilmu, berlagak seperti tahu segalanya.

Situasi, gantungan hidup, Dia dicampak jauh. Katanya tidak.

Tapi hakikatnya, terbukti depan mata.

Hak kita, hak Dia. Mengapa perlu dihiraukan sangat? Tapi dimana hak kita?

Di tangan orang lain yang tak mahu kembalikan semula? Sebab?

Sebab dia menafikan hak orang lain. Dia rasa dialah Tuhan.

Lagi mahu bawa bersama org lain terjerumus dengannya.

Inilah manusia. Kenal pada kata, tidak pada kehalusan kata itu. Disebaliknya.

Dah terbukti. Kau tunjukkan segalanya. Alhamdulillah.


** Tidak sama pada rupa, tapi hanya pada tujuan.


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