I never trusted on myself. I always hurting people around me.
I try to be good to everyone. I try to be fair. I try to fill something in my life.
I've tried everything.
But finally, I lost whatever I want, I'm hurting myself and I'll never forgive myself when I'm hurting others too. Yeah, I always did it. Now I just feel like someone will mad at me.
Someone will hurt, will feel guilty and confuse.
Should I stop with what am I doing right now? It's not fair to her/him.
For you : I'm so sorry. Maybe I just come to ruin your life. I just felt that.